#IM NORMAL ABOUT THIS TRUST (lying)
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“I hope one day you can forgive me for getting tangled up in all of this. I hope that one day you’ll be able to read this letter and stop yourself from getting tangled up in it too.”
#explodes into a million pieces#helen hartley#woe.begone#w.bg#w.bg fanart#helennnn i love u come back helen#i dont think we have wrung enough angst out of your potential plotlines yet get back in here <3#slash EVIL#u can always trust me to be normal about mother/child relationships in media#slash LYING#i like to think that the timelines can be visualized kind of like neurons#esp with how much actual brain trauma imagery and plotlines occur in the actual show#not the last time u will see them in my wbg fanart is what im sayin 😋
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What kind of milk were you?
i have seven trillion mental illnesses. anyways family bonds siffrin time. Here's an alt of this image, with the text in the BG more easily readable.
#tak does draws#isat#isat siffrin#the chokehold of a broken family bond#THIS IS ABOSLUTELY FAMBONDS SPOILERS LMAO SORRY#anyways im normal. im very normal about family bonds siffrin. im so normal trust me (lying)#all of the text in the bg is lines from the fic. yaaaaaaaaaay#anyways i was thinkign about the rp when i was drawing this. you know. normal thoughts abt fambonds sif.
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after that last drawing, victorian lady yi sang has taken over my brain temporarily so here's more doodles
#limbus fanart#limbus company#yi sang#yi sang lcb#lcb#art#drawing#doodle#ms paint#IM NORMAL ABOUT THIS TRUST (lying)#chart box :3c
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I watched the season 4 episode Day of The Sorcerers and... SJEJJEJRJFBCRYIBG SOBBING ON THE FLOOR SOBBING WEEPING
Live me reaction
You better believe I was screaming my heart out and shaking the damn screen I watched it on
CEDRIC!!!! YOU ARE SUCH A CHARACTER I LOVE YOU SM PLEASEEE
CEDRIC REDEMPTION ARC REAL!!! I KNEW HE HAD IT IN HIM!!!
Damn shame he doesn't appear much in s4 like once every 10 episodes when I checked on Disney plus but ughhhhh I fucking loved this
The song was great, I loved cedric's dilemma, some of the scenes went SO crazy, and overall Im a little insane about it
#posts#sofia the first#a more coherent review might drop once i can recover#by reading copius fanfic and eating up tunblr posts#did i mention i like this episode#guys guys trust me im normal about the purple robed man (the author is lying)
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It's insane how most of the time I don't get how ppl interact and I also Don't Fucking Care
#vent ig#i wish i could#but unfortunately i havent had the occasion of sharing one of my interest with you in the past three months and when i did it didnt go as i#wanted and now we're supposed to talk through smalltalks except i dont know how to do those so im awkward as hell and unconsciously cut the#short and now im being hated (?) even tho that wasnt my intent#but i guess no matter how trustful i am i just look like a liar#and i cant even bring myself to care bc how am i supposed to explain myself when youre convinced what i say is a lie#we werent even supposed to be this close so sorry if im stiff. i tried to get along but i just cant#the never ending circle between 'i want to have ppl to interact with being alone to experience this world is exhausting and dreadful' and#'im not even remotely interested by any of you'#its different on tumblr bc i can curate my own experience & nobody comes @ me when i dont interact with them for days or weeks (BC IVE GOT#NOTHING TO SAY) and its okay and its normal and we dont have to do the 'hi how are you wyd' script every single time (sure we can check up#on each other once in a while but it doesnt become a script. it feels genuine.)#anyway. im so normal. i can def care about ppl that have never been as insane as me about something we both love(d at some point)#am pretty sure i developed 'i perceived you saying/thinking One(1) bad thing about me and now i dont care at all about your existence' as#a child as a coping mechanism but goddammit i feel like an asshole everytime it happened#i hate feeling apathetic#and i hate lying too so i cant just say shit to reassure them when i dont mean them#cant tell them im sorry about how my behavior is perceived when im so damn tired and would rather they disappear of my life
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interesting how the overwhelming themes of both puppet history and hot daga are about coping with a catastrophic loss and the transition from bargaining to acceptance. actually i might be reading a bit too deep into the themes within the lore but whatever its still neat.
#puppet history#hot daga#shane madej please can we talk about your work i have so many thoughts and questions#please. i promise im super normal about your stuff man. (lying) no like trust me im super crazy normal. (lying)
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desperate for someone to be gentle with skug. down on my knees, begging, pleading. someone be soft in his general direction. as a treat.
#skulduggery pleasant#I am entirely normal about this skeleton#that’s a lie#but someone better#they uh#they better be nice and#and#kind and fluffy and good with him#or I’ll fucking do it myse- I’m lying I can’t write fanfic#doesn’t mean I’m not willing to start just for this /hj#or I’ll just draw someone being nice to him that works also#i j#im just desperate for someone to comfort him ok#ghastly or cass or someone#I don’t know I’m experiencing feelings don’t trust anything I’m saying
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"how often do you think bout a possible scene of rocco entering falcone family n becoming a made man?" yes.
#sorry now i want to put all art under the cut for some reason#m2#avart#every angel is terrible and yet alas i welcome you knowing about you���#+ подари мне люцифер улыбку фавна например; подари орлиный профиль дорогой мой мефистофель;#безупречность всех сортов чтобы влюблять в себя врагов/ rocco @ carlo !#they're complicated to me. im sane n normal and can be trusted w rocco's character#ok wont elaborate but i know carlo squeezed rocco's shoulders . once i finish this comic#(it'll be in september i guess?) im going straight to grave btw . (lying but yeah)#rocco knows too much + “мне приснятся мои похороны” <- carlo#hes probly kissin him on the wrong cheek but let's ignore that (i always thought#they kiss both cheeks)#rocco & carlo
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save me sweater weather
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A REVELATION.
#art for another players char in the dnd campaign im playing in rn :3#im rlly normal about this campaign i. promise. trust me.#(i am NOT NORMAL i am LYING TO YOU)#dnd#dnd satyr#bard#tw scopophobia#tw blood#tw gore
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finished reading the haunting of hill house and im so. ive been gritting my teeth reading through stuff about it so hard i feel nauseous. as u can see i am normal about this piece of media and can be trusted to be normal about pieces of media involving haunted houses and mothers and isolation. of course . of course (biting biting biting)
#i think i might actually have to go to bed to wear this off ive worked myself into a state#let me into hill house library. thatw ould fix me#i can be trusted to be a sane organism under absolute reality. promise! (lying)#okay. sorry. goijh to bed now ive downloaded two other shirley jackson books to read in the morning#which i will obviously be normal about. too. becaus im normal. of course.#IM INSANE IM CRAZZASEEEEYYYYY INSANE ASSYLUM NIMM GONNA KILL YOU IM GONNAKILL Y#hm. did anyone hear that. must've been the wind#okay im normal now. im normal. going to bed. normally. okay !#txt
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dni.
#i don't know how people who do not have siblings live cause#whenever i feel the very intense and real urge to genuinely kms their faces pop up in my head#my sister laughing at my jokes after she had a bad day and saying with tears in her eyes that hey you know what i need you so much please#call me constantly when im abroad i don't know what I'd do without you#and my little brother not trusting my parents advice when he is sick because he thinks they're constantly telling him to do a hundred thing#anyway but listening to me when im giving the exact same advice asking me such innocent questions that seem so obvious#but he doesn't know because of his childlike innocence#like why are we not going to the doctor if i have fever how do our parents know how to cure it and how can i take dolo without a doctors#prescription and me laughing and explaining that it's okay it's normal it's paracetamol you don't have to worry you'll be okay in day or 2#or how he's excitedly telling me that these are the colleges i looked up are they good how do you know if they're good#he needs me so much even tho he'd never say it they've been even worse parents to him than to me he doesn't have anyone else#so then how could i be so selfish and hurt the two people who love and need me the most the two people on whom if i see tears#it feels like a stab directly to the heart?#but i can't help it. can't help fantasizing about dying#maybe myself but even better if by some terminal illness#i keep thinking me lying in a hospital bed and doctors saying there's a complicated procedure and it's very expensive and results aren't#even guaranteed so are you sure want to be treated#and me saying no please let me die my parents would protest at first they would feel it is their duty responsibility to keep me alive#but id say please i don't have anything to live for and i just CAN'T i can't do this i can't live this life it's too difficult im not#capable im already failing please just let me give up and then they'd agree#and then i would tell my father that im sorry i couldn't pay you back for all the money you spent on me my education my living expenses#but atleast now i won't ask for anymore money from you ever you'll probably get some money from the insurance policies#and i would tell my mom that sorry for being such a burden on you all these years but now you can finally be free with the 2 kids you#actually love and you never have to cook for me again or fold my clothes or feel bad that i won't attend your family functions#and i would tell my siblings that i know it's sad but please i know you guys are strong and bright and you're gonna be very happy and#successful and that's enough for me im sorry we couldn't have our dream raksha bandhan away from our parents but you can carry on without#me and ill always love you. and that would be it.#i know it's wrong to fantasize so much about dying and ive read somewhere that they may just seem like thoughts now but if left untreated#one day you're gonna have a bad day and you're gonna find the perfect opportunity and you were so sure you were never going to do it but#then you do. but i don't know how to stop
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I was meant to have fun with my best friends this week, but it was like a non stop combat with the thought that they don't actually like me and spend time with me just out of pity
#i am going to cry why do i have to feel like that#why am i not like normal people#why can't i have normal friends normal interests and just be normal?!#i know that people hate me in real life im fucking annoying bruh#and i have dumb interests#and i don't know anything about the mainstream media or stuff#why is my brain telling me that all people are lying to me#why can't i just trust like a normal person?#it feels like i just must isolate from everyone because im annoying#fuck it i hate my brain#mental breakdown goes brtt
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Unfollowed- chris sturniolo
warnings: smut, p in v sex, idk what
summary: you saw chris' following and he makes you help unfollow them all since it bothers you so much.
a/n: i didn't proofread cause im too tired and i know im gonna regret it when i wake up.
a/n: this was inspired by one of @mattscoquette asks I'll tey and find it when i wake up but I'm literally about to crash out.
"im not playing around with you chris, so stop fucking smiling" you say through gritted teeth, pointing in his face.
You were currently yelling at chris about his insta following. You don't normally check his following because he has your trust and you didn't need too.
His fans were constantly messaging you about it so you checked and it was random only fan girls.
"Unfollow them!" you demanded, handing him his phone back. "why? you jealous" he let out a humorless laugh; infuriating you more.
"they don't mean anything to me" he added you felt as though he was lying straight through his teeth. If they didn't mean anything why couldn't he simply unfollow them "chris it was brought to my attention and it bothers me. unfollow. them"
"all of them" i added
"i don't know about you but this is really turning me on" he snorts grabbing your wrist and putting your hand on his crotch feeling his growing erection, not taking his eyes off you once; smirking. "chris.."
you were flattered while also shocked, for the most part. what you were saying probably wasn't even being heard and if so he liked it. The yelling and you trying to stand your ground and exert dominance, it was cute the affects you had on him showed profusely.
"go lay on the bed y/n" his stern tone made your pussy throb, you were now just as turned on as him.
chris got up from his gaming chair and walked over to the bed, where you were laying propped up on your elbows.
"you wanna demand thing, how bout you do me a favor and unfollow these girls for me, while i fuck you huh?" he told you, not asking nor suggesting.
He pulled your legs off the bed and flipped you onto your stomach, your ass sticking out against him. you let out a suprised gasp from the aggressive toss.
he threw his phone infront of you on his following list. "don't touch shit till i tell you to" you nod in response.
"oh c'mon baby, you were doing all that yelling, and don't have not one thing to say?" he teased. you shake your head making a chuckle leave his lips "alright then"
chris tugged your loosley fitted jeans off and threw them onto the ground leaving you in your panties. He unzips his pants, pulling them down along with his boxers and takes his aching dick out leaking with arousal.
he pulls your panties to the side to feel your soaked cunt, his semi cold fingers coming in contact with your core made you jolt. "Y/n" he warns.
your panties were pulled down and tossed to the side with some of your other article of clothing. you helped by also removing your shirt, but you gave up when you started struggling to take your bra off.
chris tugs your hair back and puts his hand under your mouth "spit" whatever you could form in your mouth you spit into his hand.
he strokes his length, with pre cum and your spit.
chris groans when sliding into your pussy this made you sink your teeth into your bottom lip letting out a muffled whimper.
"Start unfollowing. and say the name of the girls you unfollow too"
he ruts his hips into you, a loud moan following from the sudden movement followed by a low 'fuck'
your focus was on the phone but the sensation of pleasure was a distracting and manipulating your train of thought.
"I don't hear you" he reminds. His thrusts becoming more forceful and deep.
"paige- i unfollowed paige" you squealed screwing your eyes shut and opening them again to finish what was asked of you. "Im not letting you cum until you unfollowed every girl"
That made you fill with haste and begin looking at names quicker atleast you thought you were going quicker. "sid- sidney i unfollowed her" chris makes a makeshift ponytail and uses that as leverage to fuck into you harder.
his dick abusing your insides pumping in and out of your wet pussy. Wet, lewd sounds of skin slapping echoed in the room. chris brings his hand down to your clit rubbing it vigourisly with pressure, leaving your mouth agape, whimpers and high-pitched moans exited your mouth.
"chris- i can't finish reading the names" you admit. "then i guess I'll just have to stop" he begins slowing down his pace "no!" You protest against it picking the phone back up
"thats what i thought"
"mia.. im close" you said "my names not mia" he lets out a humorous chuckle, removing his hand from your hair and hold your hips pushing in and out.
You are reaching your climax and trying so hard not to realese.
his movements were at an ungodly pace making you drop his phone and forgetting why you were holding it in the first place.
with a few seconds passing his actions were getting more sloppy signifying he was getting close to his orgasm.
there was one more girl left then you were done it's not like he followed a whole bunch of them just about 10 max.
"madeline!" you yell out the last girls name, hitting the unfollow button then finishing around him laying limp against the bed. chris feels you up with his seed, your juices mixing; as he plunges his twitching cock in and out of you riding out both your orgasms, he winced pulling out. heavy breaths leaving from both of you. chris flops down beside you on the bed.
waiting a few minutes watching, as your chest rises and falls; catching your breath. "lets get cleaned up yeah?" he suggested.
#chris sturniolo#chris sturniolo smut#chris sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo smut#matt sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo fluff#matt x reader#sturniolo fanfic#matt sturniolo imagine#mattsturniolo#chris x reader#chris sturniolo fluff#chris sturniolo x you#chris sturniolo fanfic#christopher sturniolo x reader
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EVERYONE GO LISTEN TO JHARIAH !!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#OH YOU SWEAR THAT YOU WANT TO CUT THROUGH THE STATIC#IT WONT BE CINEMATIC#SO HERES A LESSON IN DRAMATICS THAT YOU! WILL!! NEVER FORGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CROSS MY HEART OUT WERE YOU HOPING THAT I JUST MIGHT DIE NOW#IM NOT DONE WITH YOU YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I WILL FIND A BRAND NEW LIFE#MY GOLDEN SECOND TRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#SUDDENLY IN THE MIRRORS OF THE WINDOWS THAT NIGHT HE FOUND THE MAN BEFORE HIM HAD DIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#I JUST CANT TAKE ANOTHER DAYYYYYYYY I NEED SOME CHANGE I NEED MORE TO PUT BEHIND MY NAME ITS ALL THE SAMEEEEEEE#HOW CAN YOU SAY JUST WHAT IM MEANT TO BE??????????????????????#NEVER BELONGED IN THAT PLACE PLAYED ALONG IN THAT PLACE TILL I HAD ENOUGH OF THE GAMES#I COULDNT FIND THE TIME FROM THE AFTERLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE TO APOLOGIZE OR EVEN SAY GOODBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#HEAVY METAL SHOT THROUGH YOUR TEETH WITH A RED BERETTA THE BERETTA FIRES FAST AND WONT MAKE YOU FEEL ANY BETTER#YOU BETTER HURRY UP OR YOUR FRIENDS WILL BE FED INSTEAD UH#INSTEAD OF BREAKING BREAD YOU SHOULD KICK 'EM BEFORE THEY GET UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#FRIVOLOUS AND BITTER DIMINISHING SENSE OF WHO I AM ITS A HABIT I WISH I COULD KICK#OR DO I GET A LITTLE THRILL IN THE FEELING OF BEING SET ON FIRE?????????#WHILE IT BURNS AND BEGS FOR MORE#LYING FROM BENEATH STIMULATE MY EVERY NEED WHETHER POWDERED OR PILLED WHETHER POWDERED OR PILLED#THE THOUGHTS THEY ALL INSIST THE PRESCRIPTION IS UNFILLED WHETHER POWDERED OR PILLED WHETHER POWDERED OR PILLED!!!!#WHEN MY HEAD BEGINS TO FALL APART I KILL MY BRAIN AND TRUST MY HEART LOVE'S A TEMPERAMENTAL ART DONT KNOW WHERE THE HATE STARTS#LOVE YOU HATE YOU LOVE YOU HATE YOU#okay im so sorry lyric dump is over. im normal about their music im normal im normal (its one of my special interests)#jhariah is one of my favorite musicians and artists in general EVER i genuinely highly HIGHLY recommend their work its really fucking good#a beginner's guide to faking your death is one of my favorite albums EVER genuinely#and SO many of their songs are some of my absolute FAVORITES i BEG YOU listen to them#theyre so underrated and just AUGH their music means so fucking much to me seriously#pills tw#pills cw#medication cw#medication tw
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ཐིཋྀ KINKTOBER - day 23 corruption : tomura shigaraki
warnings : DARK CONTENT, afab reader, non-con, mention of the word r*pe, somnophilia, no quirks, reader and shigs are co-workers at a boring 9-5 job, gagging, kind of bondage?, stockholm syndrome?, this shit is sick and twisted btw
word count : 880
🐙 note : i’d let him rape me sorry yall im so normal about him
tomura shigaraki was an interesting character; he was never really on time to work and he always performed sloppily at his job. to be honest you weren’t quite sure how he wasn’t fired, perhaps it was because your manager was his adoptive father. despite that, it was obvious the poor man had a crush on you, he wasn’t exactly good at hiding it. he’d often stare at you as you passed by or he’d linger by your desk more so than others, chatting you up about nothing in particular. his presence was always overwhelming, as though he was dangerous and not to be trusted, something about him simply made the hairs on the back of your neck stand up. if someone told you what he would do to you, well you wouldn’t really be shocked but you should’ve seen what was coming, you should’ve been more careful, you should’ve taken precautions to prevent what happened, but sadly, you didn’t realize until it was too late.
it started off subtle, little things you would notice; like how your bedroom door was always open even though you swear you closed it, or finding your underwear laying around your house after it had gone missing. however, tomura’s admiration for you grew, so much so that he couldn’t stop himself from making advances on you behind the scenes. he’d find himself breaking into your apartment while you slept or were out running errands. doing nothing but being in your home for hours was enough to satisfy him. like a total creep he’d just pretend he lived there, he’d sit on the couch and watch TV or drink some water from your fridge, even sometimes when he was feeling brave he’d sit beside your bed and watch you sleep. often in times like those he would let his mind wander, wander to places about your intimate life. he’d wonder to himself if you were a virgin, if you like taking his cock like a pillow princess, if you were good at sucking dick. every once and a while, he’d even masturbate to your sleeping body, lying there helpless and peacefully.
but for tomura, today was a very special day; today was the day he decided he would make a real move on you. he’d finally work up the courage to try and advance to the next stage with you. it was a typical day for the both of you, work was slow and there was too much typing to be done on your computers. as per usual, shigaraki would wait by your desk in the morning to greet you and would ask you every question under the sun about the presentation you were working on. it was a long and grueling day, once you got home you shoved your shoes off, threw your briefcase down, and flopped on the couch with a heavy sigh. you ended up falling asleep without realizing it, being too exhausted from the day to bother showering or taking your makeup off.
you don’t know what woke you, if it was the sharp sting in your lower abdomen or the strong grip on your waist. you awake to find shigaraki lingering over you, a sadistic and creepy smile on his face. you almost screamed but couldn’t when you realized your mouth was stuffed full of your own panties. tomura was inside you, thrusting in and out at an animalistic pace. you tried to squirm out of his hold but couldn’t when you noticed his other hand had yours held tightly above your head.
you closed your eyes and squeezed, hoping, praying that this was just some sick joke and that this wasn’t happening to you. you wished that it couldn’t be true, that tomura shigaraki didn’t just break into your house to rape you as you slept. the pain was unbearable, the way he pushed himself into you left an ache between your thighs, his drool leaking onto your tits that were pulled out of your blouse.
“you’re so wet for me, pretty. you love how i fuck you right? doesn’t it feel good?”
he was taunting you, the sick bastard broke into your home and violated you and now he had the nerve to ask if you were enjoying it?
“please—please let me go, it hurts, it hurts!”
your screams were muffled by the gag in your mouth, all you could do was wiggle in his grasp and stare up at his enveloping gaze. his ruby eyes stared into your soul, you couldn’t look away despite the way they burned into your being.
yet somehow, against all logic, it started to feel… almost… good? the feeling was painful but almost pleasurable and suddenly shigaraki’s twisted evil smile turned you on, you found yourself smiling back at him with the same disgusting demeanor. your screams of pain turned into moans and whimpers, you found yourself squirming more because of how good it felt then the pain of it all. tears welled up in your eyes, from the awful situation? because it felt amazing? because the man you knew as nothing more than a coworker was invading your entire being? you had no idea but the tears spilled over and tomura licked them away.
“don’t be sad baby, just enjoy it.”
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